Sadly, all my weekend hard work is in twain as I haven't made it in to college today. After several hours of practice essays, watching and re-watching the 3 hour tennant version of 'Hamlet' and making numerous english plans, I am unwell. I don't often have any days off college as my mum has to deem me to be 'bed ridden' or at 'death's door' before she will even think about letting me have the day off. Today, I genuinely am dying.
'Zombified Monday' is quite a fitting title, as that is exactly what today is. I have had literally 30 minutes sleep since saturday evening. Many say 'oh, I didn't sleep a wink last night!' when they got 8 hours sleep instead of 10, well my case is far more worse. I saw every hour that the night beholds last night. 11,12,1,2,3,4 etc. I never knew how long nights can be, until finally at 5am, i dropped off to be awoken by the birds chirping outside a mere 30 minutes later. I was far from impressed. My eyes are like slits, i'm bed ridden, and have a disgusting headache and feel sick. At 3am this morning, I was pacing. I was getting annoyed in light of recent events, planning how on earth I hope to get into uni this september, and reading. Though i remember little of what I actually read, I remember at some point contemplating putting on 'Hamlet' once more. I have deemed myself crazy.
Days when I am ill upset me the most when I can't eat. Today is one of those days. I seem to have lost my appetite which is very sad indeed. Today, all that I have consumed is a small bowl of special k cereal before thinking I was going to hurl it back up again. nice. In my bed-ridden, self pity state, I took to blogger to blog about how annoyed I am about being ill, and bored. So, i decided to revamp my blog once more and it now looks beautiful. I even changed the blog title for you as well. Seeing as I cannot sleep even now when I am stupidly tired, I have decided to go on my old friend topshop's website.
Medicine for the heart.
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